Diamond (The Divas)
I'm the leader of the group because
the Divine Divas was my idea. I get
a chance to sing and to hang with my
crew...
18 march 2008
India (The Divas)
I guess you could say that I'm kinda
the shy one of the group. I can't sing
all that well, but I love hanging with
my BFFs...
14 october 2008
Diamond
- Chapter 1
We're
gonna be so paid!"
I
waved my magazine in the air and dumped
my messenger bag onto the lunch table. I
waited for my crew to say something, but
not one of them even looked at me.
"Hello?
Anybody home?"
India
stuffed half a hot dog into her mouth. "I
heard you."
"So,
if you heard me, why aren't you excited?"
But I wasn't just talking to India. I wondered
what was wrong with Veronique and Aaliyah,
too.
"Because,"
Aaliyah began, not taking her eyes away
from whatever book she was reading, "you're
always excited about something, Diamond."
"And
what's wrong with that?" I asked. "I'm fifteen
and fine! I'm supposed to be excited."
Veronique
unplugged one of the earplugs from the MP3
player we'd given her for her birthday.
"You are so the drama queen."
"Whatever,
whatever. Call me what you want; I'm going
to be a paid drama queen. And, I'm gonna
let y'all ride because I love you and I'm
special like that."
Veronique
tried not to grin, but I knew she was feelin'
me. She pushed her earplug in place and
lay back on the bench.
When
no one said anything else, I said, "Don't
you want to know how I'm gonna make you
rich?"
"Diamond,"
India said, now chomping on French fries,
"you're already rich."
"Nuh-huh.
My parents have money, but they've told
me and my brother over and over that it's
their money, not ours." I shrugged. "But
it doesn't matter ‘cause in less than a
year, the cash will be flowin' my way."
Veronique
sat up. "Okay, I'll bite. What's up?"
One
down. But I still had to stare at India
like she'd stolen something before she paid
me more attention than she did her French
fries. And then, we all had to give Aaliyah
the evil eye before she – with a sigh -
half-closed her book.
With
their eyes on me now, I snapped the magazine
open to the centerfold. "Peep this!"
India,
Veronique and Aaliyah stared at the pages
that announced the gospel talent search,
but then just as quickly, India tossed a
handful of French fries into her mouth,
Veronique stuffed her ears with the plugs
again, and Aaliyah went back to her book
as if she'd never stopped reading.
I
could not believe them. I loved my crew
like they were my own sisters. In fact,
we always said we were sisters since none
of us had any biological sisters. But today,
I wanted to give them all back to their
mothers.
"What
are you guys doing?" I waited a moment and
when no one answered me, I bounced on top
of the bench even though I had rolled up
my skirt so that it would look like a mini.
"Hello!" I yelled. "Does anyone besides
me want to be a star?"
There
were plenty of cackles from everyone else
in the school yard, but nothing from my
crew.
Finally,
Veronique said, "You're the one who wants
to be a star, my sistah."
"Well,
yeah," I said, wondering why she taking
the time to state the obvious. "Because
I was born to be one. And we live in L.A..
We're supposed to be stars."
"I
don't want to be one." India wrinkled her
nose like she smelled something nasty.
"Me
neither," Veronique and Aaliyah piped in.
"That's
un-American," I said. "But, this is about
more than just being a star." I paused,
letting the drama build. "What if I told
you we were about to be paid a million dollars?"
That
made Veronique take both plugs from her
ears. "A million dollars? Tell me more,
my sistah."
"Actually,
it's more like two-hundred-and-fifty-thousand."
Aaliyah
lifted her eyes from her book just long
enough to say, "That's a long way from a
million."
I
rolled my eyes. Leave it to the analytical
one to take my words literally. Still, I
said, "Not by much. And anyway, that's just
the
start. When we win this contest, we'll get phat
contracts and we'll certainly have a million
dollars then. Probably more."
"Go
for it," Aaliyah said.
I
rolled my eyes toward heaven and asked the
Lord to help me. "You're supposed to be
the smart one. Didn't you read that this
is a group competition?"
"So,
that's what this is about," India said.
"You need a group; you need us." She shook
her head. "And I thought you were telling
us about this because you loved us."
"Love
you, I do. But on the real, I need you."
I paused, lifted the magazine and began
reading, "Glory 2 God Productions is the
latest record label to take advantage of
the American Idol phenomenon. Announcing
their own talent show, G2G president, Roberto
Hamilton said, ‘We're looking for fresh
talent with hip hop flavor, but with the
heart and love for the Lord. We're excited
about the possibilities. Our plan is to
make the winning group superstars.'" I slammed
the magazine shut. "They are obviously talking
about us."
"We're
not a group," Veronique said.
Inside,
I moaned. "Not yet. But if you guys would
pay attention and start dreaming this dream
with me, we'd have a group in," I looked
at my watch, "how long will it take for
us to come up with a name?" When no one
answered, I whined, "Come on."
Veronique
nodded her head slowly, as if she had a
little peek into my dream. I knew I could
count on her. Even though I considered India
and Aaliyah my best friends too, I was closest
to Vee, which was what we called her. Veronique
was quite different from me; she was different
from all of us. With her wild bronze-colored
fro, the little gold stud in her nose, and
wooden and beaded bangles up and down her
arm, she looked like she was some kind of
flower-child from the sixties. I think she
got her style from her mom. It was kind
of old-fashioned to me, but I loved Veronique
anyway. And I loved her even more right
about now.
I
clapped my hands. "So, you're in?"
Veronique
said, "I didn't say that. I need to know
more."
I
sighed as India and Aaliyah looked at me
like they agreed with Veronique. What more
did they possibly need? Sometimes I
wondered how we all became friends because I
was so far ahead of them it wasn't even funny.
I believed in dreams that they hadn't even begun
to imagine. But, I stayed with them because
India, Veronique, and Aaliyah needed me. India
needed me to help her with her self-confidence,
Veronique needed me to show her life's possibilities,
and Aaliyah needed me...well, I wasn't sure
what Aaliyah needed from me because she always
acted like she didn't need anybody. But, I loved
them all.
I
said, "Okay, what else do you need to know
besides the fact that Glory 2 God Productions
is doing a national talent search to discover
us?"
"Are
we old enough to enter?" India asked as
she dumped her empty food containers into
the trash.
"This
is a teen competition, so you have to be
between the ages of thirteen and eighteen.
I guess nineteen is too close to twenty.
And after that, all we need is to be sponsored
by our church."
"Sponsored?
What does that mean?" Aaliyah asked.
"I
don't know, but whatever it is, Pastor Ford
will do it for us."
"Are
you sure?" Veronique asked. "Pastor's never
heard us sing."
"What
are you talking about? We sing in church
every month."
Aaliyah
said, "You want to enter the entire choir
in this contest?"
I
looked at Aaliyah wide-eyed. There was no
doubt, she was the brains; Aaliyah had never
received anything less than an A since elementary
school. But sometimes she acted like her
brain went on vacation. "Of course, I'm
not talking about the entire choir. I'm
talking about just us. If we can sing in
the choir, why can't we form our own little
group?" When they said nothing, I added,
"Okay, let me break this down to you like
you're two year olds: the four of us form
a group, go to church, get sponsored, send
in the applications, begin practicing, sing
some songs, do some steps, win...and then
get the big bucks."
"I
like that big bucks part," Veronique said.
"So,
you're in?" I asked.
India,
Veronique, and Aaliyah looked at each other,
and inside, I prayed, Please, God, let my
crew have some sense.
Slowly,
India and Veronique nodded. But, Aaliyah
held out her hand. I tossed her the magazine
and then watched Aaliyah look over the article.
"This
says that the participants are responsible
for their own expenses...."
"Expenses?"
Veronique frowned.
Aaliyah
continued, "All travel, lodging, and any
expenses associated with the contest will
be the responsibility of the applicants."
"So,
hold up." Veronique stopped Aaliyah. "How
much money are they talking?"
"According
to this," Aaliyah paused and read some more.
"If we win in Los Angeles, we'd have to
pay our way to San Francisco. Then, to Denver
and then to...."
Veronique
shook her head. "I can't afford to be in
this contest."
I
was about to burst with frustration. "Why're
you worrying about the money right now?
Let's just form the group. If we're serious,
you know my parents will cover everything."
"No
way," Veronique said laying back down on
the bench. "My mother is not about to spend
money she doesn't have. At least that's
what she's always telling me."
"I
said don't worry about the money."
"We
have to think about how much this will cost.
If we win this, like you say, we'd have
to go all the way to...," Aaliyah looked
down at the magazine, "New York."
Veronique
bolted up from the bench. "New York? When
would we go to New York?"
I
guess somehow, now money wasn't a problem
for her.
"That's
where the finals are going to be," Aaliyah
said.
"I
always wanted to go to New York." Veronique
bit her lip, then said to India and Aaliyah,
"Maybe we should talk to Pastor Ford and
see what she thinks."
"Okay,
I'm willing to start there." I was doing
everything I could to hold in my excitement.
"So, are y'all ready to roll with me?" I
held
out my hand, and after a couple of moments,
Veronique gave me a high-five. Then, India.
And although I could tell she wasn't really
feeling this, Aaliyah finally did the same.
"You
know singing ain't my thing." Aaliyah pouted.
"But y'all my sisters, so when you roll,
I roll."
I
grinned. None of them were as excited as
I was, but all they needed was a little
time. India, Veronique, and Aaliyah had
no idea how blessed they were to have me.
I was on my way to making us all stars!